before the other. And through the years, I realize, he will do justwhat he promised. Stop trying to figure everything out, you can't but scripture says ask, seek and knock and God will open your eyes of undrestanding
And on the same day my older brother died (unexpectedly) six yrs later . And three yrs later my next older brother died unexpectedly. It is hard not understanding but I cry as I tell theLord I trust you. Hold on , your help is already on the way. And God send others my way that are going through. I am able to share what I have and continue to go through. And we help each other.
I also keep a journal, writing how and what I am feeling. I put the day,date and the time. There are days I read to see where he has brought me from. Checking my progress, knowing it is a.bit better. Praying all of our strength in the Lord. God Bless.
So sorry this is in pieces, I'll get it right, I promise.