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Markus most wonderful boy. How my life has been filled with so much joy because of you. And now so much sadness at losing you. I love you forever, my only son.

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At 7:38am on October 5th, 2009, Marina Angel said…: Hi Bethany I am writting to u to say I am very sorry for what u are going thru-know u are not alone -this has happened to many good Moms- we cannot watch our sons 24/7 and i can only tell u what has helped me mijo passed 5-3-08 and I think he is alive in spirit and can still hear me when i talk to him i too thought of him all the time for over a year grief is a process that u must travel on ur own time- i would become overwhelmed @ the love i have for mijo (Joey D) Love will get u thru esp @ the Holidays- maybe we can set up something special for our sons this year- i'm still trying to send pics to this site that I took over this last year-keep looking- I'll ask mijo to find Markus also his friend Bobby who passed 8-30-7 so they can send some special sign ( and Tami's Joey) to make sure we have a Happy Holiday season-I am here for you- Lov Marina-02343

At 11:43pm on October 4th, 2009, Tami said…: Hi Bethany, I am writing to other parents on here to see if they would write to let it all out, all the feelings you are going through, to vent, whatever you want to write about, I love the picture of Markus, very handsome. I hate that we all are here because of the loss of our children,. it just seems so unfair, but we are not alone, even thought it feels like we are.

XOXO
Tami

At 11:20pm on September 22nd, 2009, Colleen Dore said…: I am so sorry for your loss, for the second time. How wonderful the thought of our sons having a child, so we could hold them and see him in their face. I like you will never have this. God has a plan for all of us, we just need to have faith in his decisions, may he bless you, and watch over you as Markus is!

At 7:56pm on September 15th, 2009, Bethany said…: Marks girlfriend lost her baby. I will not see my sons child, I will not be a grandmother. It is Gods will, he knows what is best for us all. We may not allways understand why; I have faith in the bigger plan.

At 1:48pm on September 15th, 2009, Cindy Sadler said…: My son was the same age as yours. On Auguest 30th, 2009, This is the Worst thing that could have Ever Happened to My Son Danny. ******My Son Suffered for years wishing that he had Love and acceptance from his Father. My Dad had to call My Son Danny's Dad Dan to make sure that Danny's Dad did not blow Danny off for the 300th time because Danny was looking forward to seeing his Dad for his 21st B-Day weekend. Danny, His Dad and His Dads GF Joyce Vickless went drinking together on Dannys 21 Birthday and from what I understand a argument broke out and Danny's Dad and his Dads GF Joyce decided to return him back Home in Butler and started up Interstate I-79 as the Disagreement continued Joyce Vickless made the decision to pull over and leave My Son Danny out of the car 3 miles from the Portersville Exit while he was Drunk and had just been shut off at the bar, he had no cell phone and it was on a Dark Cold Night. Both his Dad and His Dads GF returned to the Bar where they continued Drinking until they received a call from the Pennsylvania State Police saying that My Son Danny was Hit and Killed on the Interstate Highway where "They" had left him.****** I will NEVER EVER be the same Fun Loving Person that I was just over than 2 weeks ago. ******Nether one of them had even told me that they were Sorry.****** Danny is Gone but he will NEVER be Forgotten. Danny Mommy Loves You Very Very Much and I Always Will. The Pain is Unbearable At Times.

At 11:47pm on August 17th, 2009, Wendy said…: Hi Bethany,
Sorry it took so long for me to answer your letter. My husband has been on the internet for hours, and has finally gone to bed, mean while, I got a lot of packing done. We are moving in Oct. to the town my son Matthew us to live and died. It won't be hard as I love that town. Just not what happened there.
I know the pain, Sept 2d. will be two years since Matthew's death. I go to his "Garden" as I call it. As I got a garden bench, instead of a head stone. Matthew was unique, and I wanted his resting place to be unique as well. It's hard I know, but be true to yourself and tell people how you feel. It's OK to say I hurt, I'm angry, I'm not sure how to deal with it. if others don't understand, or tell you to move on. I have been told that. My reply is, When you go through what I suffer, than you can tell me to move on. The loss of a child is something a mother will never get over. You may function a bit better, but the heart and love of your child will for ever be with you. I sent you my email address. did you get it? I think you really would like the song I want to send to you. Look forward to hearing from you again, God bless you and keep you, may He wrap his arms around you and comfort you.
God bless,
Wendy

At 9:39pm on August 17th, 2009, Bethany said…: Markus, how I love you...I will never stop loving you. You will allways be my wonderful child. I loved everything about you and would ot have changed one thing. What I wouldnt give to have you back. The pain in my soul is so awful. I never ever imagined one day my only son would be gone. Rest with the Lord, enjoy the peace the Lord gives to you. Someday my child I will join you....until then my heart overflows with Love for you my baby boy.

At 9:36am on August 16th, 2009, Wendy said…: Dear Bethany,
I am so sorry about your loss of markus. I know just how you feel, and I have done that same thing, many times. My Matthew has been with the lord since 9/2/07. Nearly two years now, and I still feel him, and break down hard and cry till I can't catch my breath at times. Not as often, but you never get over loosing a child. Matthew's older brother was so down last week, he isolated and wanted to join his brother. It's so hard, I said, Brian, I will not bury my first born, I need you here. Your brother wouldn't want you to leave me too. He's ok now, got help,. I have been on anti anxiety and anti depressants since Matthew's death, His death is still under investigation. And I may never get the answers till we are all home with the lord. Keep the Faith as our sons had, So we will someday see them agian, Matthew is also with Jesus. I would love to send you a song on one of his C D's If you would like it, let me know and I will send you my regular email address with is attached.
I am here any time you want to write me. My prayers are with you,
Wendy

At 3:34pm on August 12th, 2009, sue ferrante said…: Bethany when you hold your son's child you will have bitter-sweet feelings,you will hold this child and not want to let the baby go, you will feel as if your holding Markus when I held Alycia and Gino (carlos jr.) I just loved then so much it hurt, now I hold is grandchild and cry cause he's not here to enjoy her. Loving your grandchild I am telling you what a joy, its like your on top of the world, your heart will be busting with so much love and you will see your child in the baby,and you will cry all over again cause he's not here. but you will have the next best thing his baby peace as always Sue

At 1:28am on August 11th, 2009, lorelie elkshoulder said…: Thank you for your thoughts. I will try to keep on going although the task is overwhelming right now! I think this site will help.

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