"Carina ... I know difficult anniveraries can be, but good for you and I hope you had a wonderful time with your son. My Ernie passed away on April 27, 2011 and I bought him a card (sounds crazy I know, but it gave me peace.) Then I…"
"It seems like someone always posts something that hits me at the right time. My 27th anniversary is tomorrow, and I was really dreading it, since Joe has only been gone since April 14th. A friend told me to do something fun, so I decided to take my…"
"Carol .... I am so very sorry that you have had to endure so many precious losses and each one does take a piece of your heart away. Your post gave me strength because with all your losses you are still moving forward and…"
"Loss just never stops.............January 11,1969 we lost our first son..........July 12,1991 my husband was killed...March 6, 2011 my 40 yr old son took his life. Each anniversary, each "special day" still hurt deeply.
I am so sorry that you are going through this. I would have been married to my husband, Frank 30 years this past May 15th. I miss him terribly but I get through it with all the wonderful memories we have had. When he was alive we use to…"
"Hi Michelle,I am so glad you asked this question, as I have been wondering the very same thing myself. My husband passed away on July 11, 2011. Just this Friday was what would've been his 34th birthday. I could not bring myself to go to the…"
"Hi Bethany -
I cremated my husband as was his wishes. He wanted his ashes scattered in the Atlantic, Pacific and Gulf of Mexico. I have not been ready to do that yet. . .The reason I wanted to comment, was that I had the funeral home put…"
"I not sure if this the right anwser or not but by your house at night pick one star and talk to that star every night and feel that star is your husband listening to you. Maybe you could feel some peace. I know it works for me even though I go to…"
I feel your pain, i lost my husband 4 weeks ago and am feeling everything you have just discribed and more, my husband to was cremated. its a nightmare i just want to wake up from. im sick of people telling me they know how i feel when…"
"Dear Michelle ... I am so very sorry you have had to join us with the recent loss of your husband, but this forum gives so much strength to all of us as we huddle together expressing our heart-felt thoughts; sometimes feeling discouraged; alone; no…"
"I know everything was a blurr or like I was in a fog. Now the fog is lifting and I'm going thru it all over again. I miss Gene so much I hurt and cant seem to get relief. Hugs to you all and lots of prayers."
"February 15th was also 16 months for me without my Neal. Then February 20th was our 42nd wedding anniversary. I have been through all the "first", but I have to tell you, I went through them with my mind in a blurr. So…"
Three months after Wade passed away was our 30th wedding anniversary. Every year for our anniversary we would go wine tasteing on our way to the beach. Before our 29th Anniversary while we had been wine tasting we saw some beautiful…"
Michelle, I too wish I could help us both. I've have always been the fix all. I lived for my Family 100% . He was my rock. He had wisdom beyond his years. At this point all I try to remember is he always told me it will all work out. Right now I'm not sure because he was my all and without him all I do is cry. I'm so tahnkful for your words.. This made me feel like I'm not alone.. Thank you for this so much..
please dont leave my heart.. i cant breath, i cant live with this pain inside me i know it was time for you to go...but stay with me please...i cant make this alone now i know..i get everything you ever did and meant.. everything inside me is ripping from my soul i cant stop the hurt, the tears, the screams forgive me for not knowing what you only tried to show me hold me, stand with me..face to face now, nose to nose just one last time..and kiss me...take me with you papa bear we fought so hard for life, for us for love i cant fight that hard anymore..im not that strong even though i hear you say i am every moment since you left is slow motion i cant stop time but its stopping me..holding me here i dont know how to free myself from the depths of the sorrow my every being is trapped in please help me....i cry myself to sleep every night hoping ill wake up and you'll be right here im trying to be strong but the grief is shattering my will i know you know whats in my heart, and i know whats in yours..reach down and touch my heart and tell me its ok.... ....because im not....please save me
Today I saw your smile, and I thought about how peaceful you looked. I heard your laugh and it reminded me of all funny shit you used to pull...then I felt your hand on my heart, and you told me it was ok to be sad, that it won't last forever, then you spoke..and I listened...jake it's been a ride, rest easy, and i believe you really now know whats on the other side of the stars...ill keep lookin up....I miss you so much and i cant believe you are really gone. :( my heart cries for the things only you and I know...i'll see you again someday i always loved you
lost my husband december 22, 2011....jake was a paraplegic and he was doing what he always did..pushing his wheelchair down the road...too dark..got hit from behind..died..revived..life support..8 days of suffering..death..his ticket to heaven, my ticket to hell...i dont know how to go on