I am so lost without Riche, I been with him since I'm 18 he great care of me since we met. It's been 30 years. Never was alone before him. He took care of every thing. He made such a big deal about holiday,birthdays richie loved doing it. I miss him and hurt so bad its een two years. He died on his birthday which Dec 8th. Dec is such a bad month. Everyone don't understand they keep telling me it what it is. I feel how dear they tell me this. He was my life the better half of me. I need him so much, love him to death and I hurt so much. Bebeverant didn't help at all