Thank you so much Linda, this Holiday will be hard. My sister was with us last Thanksgiving.

Thank you so much, I feel 5 am the only one feeling this but I guess I am

not.

Thank you so much, I feel 5 am the only one feeling this but I guess I am

not.

Thank you so much, I feel 5 am the only one feeling this but I guess I am

not.

Thank you  Lisa, Im doing my best

Thank you  Lisa, Im doing my best

My brother was a police officer in Austin Texas and died in the line of duty while responding to a disturbance call in a WalMart. He was shot in the chest & neck and died of his injuries. i sometimes can't sleep & need to talk in order to keep from replaying things in my mine. I so wanted to know the 'minute by minute' of what happened that night, but know that i somewhat know it - it's keeping me up almost every night. this happended April 6th & i'm still having sleepless nights at least 4-5 times a week.

(sorry if this is repeated - I'm new to this & not sure if I posted my comment in the right place)

My brother was a police officer in Austin Texas and died in the line of duty while responding to a disturbance call in a WalMart. He was shot in the chest & neck and died of his injuries. i sometimes can't sleep & need to talk in order to keep from replaying things in my mine. I so wanted to know the 'minute by minute' of what happened that night, but know that i somewhat know it - it's keeping me up almost every night. this happended April 6th & i'm still having sleepless nights at least 4-5 times a week.

Thank you.  I am unsure how to feel now that he isn't here.  I keep thinking if I still refer to him being here, then he still is.  Is it "normal" that I dream of him every night and cannot bring myself to speak to him?  

Thank you Lisa, for the friendship request.  This is a very lonly time, and feeling pretty much alone, as thousands of Sweet Memories flood my mind.The feeling as I look at her pictures, that Eileen can't be gone.  But, as I gaze into each room to a fravorite place of hers, they are always empty. Just Memories to fill the empty space.

Gwen

Thank you, Lisa.  I am glad I found this group.  The pressure just keeps building and I need somewhere to go that people understand how horrible it is.

Thank you my friend & I';m still trying to figure out exactly how to move around in this support group....I'm in need of support for the depth of my grieving

Thank you for replying back Lisa, I really appreciate it! :)

Thank you for replying back Lisa, I really appreciate it! :)

Thank you for replying back Lisa, I really appreciate it! :)

Thank you for replying back Lisa, I really appreciate it! :)

thank you lisa. i wanted to join because i dont have any friends or know anyone that lost a brother or sister. and it feels good to be able to talk to someone that knows what it feels like to lose a sibling. my sister and i were very close and so much alike. she was always the one that i talked to if anything was wrong. everytime i think about what happend its almost like im hearing it in my head all over again... does the shock ever go away?